Today, i wake up quite early in the morning, it was 8am in the morning, without any alarm. I sleep quite late yesterday night, about 1 something am, but yet i still can wake up so early in the morning.

I did a little practice of OBE just now, about 10am, i feel a little bit tired, so i try to take a nap. I cover my eye by my pillow, to prevent the light around to make me awake. I am slowly get into dream, then, i realize that i am making dream, so i out of the dream, but not awaking my physical body, i think this is the second time i able to do like this. But it not last long. I try to get back to the state again, and luckily i manage to get back to the state.

Suddenly i can feel like i am surrounded by something like 3D sound wave, whole my body can feel the wave, maybe this is the vibrating they mention in those OBE expertise. I feel very exited, and suddenly i can feel my body...... seem like i am awake...again....

The feeling was strange, and i never had this kind of feeling before(maybe).

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I just finish the second book of Ami this morning, the second book get more deeper in those universe law of love. Maybe this just a story, but i think this is a story that will affect my life, or everyone else who read it. Maybe you won't believe in those alien, so do i, dont believe those that much, but in some point, i did believe that this world will only be good for every single life is the believe of Love~

The book really nice for a big child like me. Maybe it's was too late for me to discover all these, but i think things always never be late, it just matter of will, you will or you will not. There is lots of things that Ami teach me.

We always think in a way that shape by the adults, but we never think in a better way. Since we are small, we are teach to study hard, play less, money is everything of our life. Yet, i still agree that in this undeveloped society, which every human kind are just caring them self, or something someone that they like, some human, they care about human, some human they care about dog, some cats, some maybe panda... But there is very less of them caring about everything, or love everything. Maybe it's quite impossible for us to love everything, but at least not to hate something or someone.

I am also from this society, i am yet still cannot really not to hate someone. But i will do so in future, hopefully. A place where no conflict, no hate, no argue but just full of love, where we can live peacefully with everyone even animals. Stop to eat life, eat dead body(which i eat everyday,now), no criminal, no discrimination, everyone are the same. It's seem to be like a fairy tales, but i hope the earth will be like this some day.

I been expose to this book since long time ago, but i never ever have the chance to read it, and even has no intend to read it. Don't know why, this morning, when i listen to a radio program, it talk about it again, then my conscious mind act with it, i go search and download for it.
I download the chinese version, but plan to read the english version as well if this book is really that good as others said.

So far, i almost finish the first book, it was really nice. Maybe there is a lots of thing mention in the book about the high evolution world, but i would choose to believe that kind of world did exist, and i hope i can live in such world, a world of peace, without any fight or crime, no rules, free, and full of love.

There is also something in the book about human behavior, eating other animal dead body... The meat we eat everyday is just a piece from an animal that we kill, it a dead part of the animal, how come we can really put it into our mouth and swallow it?

I got think of eat healthy vegetables, but did i have such choice? financially choice for a student who eat outside food everyday, is to eat these dead body....

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Today was another test, the CN test... Again, i think i am going too easy on it, i have done a careless mistake for one of the question. Nvm... learn from it. But it make me remind me about a girl last few day. I was parking my bike when i arriving at campus, and i accidentally heard the conversation between two girl.
"Sometimes when you thought that you already answer the question, actually you didn't answer the question, you just answer your own question but not the question on the paper, you may not even understand about the question on the paper."
Deep deep theory...

1.How old were you when you had your first relationship ?
College Year 1...

2. Are you taken/single ?
Single lor

3. Do you like anyone right now?
nope

4. Ever had your heartbroken?
i think so...

5.Miss anyone right now?
my mom...

6. Who was the last person you sent a text to?
also ...my mom

7.Last person to text you?
deleted...forget jor

8. Last person you saw?
my self, just looked at the mirror juz now

9. What was the last thing you said to someone?
My self, i must study...

10. Who is top in your top friends?
... dont know...

11. Who do you trust the most in your life?
my high self

12. Who do you love most?
my self

13. Ever been in love?
yup

14. Who has hurt you the most?
my self lor...thinking too much

15. Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
no gua...

16. Are you happy?
yup....very happy..

17. How many good friends do you have?
10 finger can count liao

18. Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
No ... these wont affect me that much

19. Have you ever cheated on a partner?
yup....

20. Ever been cheated on?
sure...

21. Ever been told someone loved you?
er....gotla

22. Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
Confirm got... my mom, my sis...then those girls...

23. Not meant it???????????!!?!?!
?????

24. What is your idea of true love?
there is no true love

25. Do you believe in love at first sight?
before my first love, i believe, now i dont

26. Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
better both come together lar...

Another attempt for shooting these small fluffy toy. Hope for your comments.

These few week have lots of test , mid term and assignment. Tomorrow have another test, Object Oriented. Till now, still blur with the subject details. Don't know which part to study, cause most of the thing seem to be not important, and the notes all are very messy, and not very detail about the topic, need to further research for the info. Have to continue study, this friday have another test, Communication Network test AGAIN.

LAtely my youngest sister was busy with her Woolen hand made toy. She decide to sell it, so i help her to take these picture and post it online where people might interested to buy one. It can be a mobile phone accessories or a key chain, and the most important thing is 100% hand made. Post the picture here first, the price i haven't confirm with her yet, so not yet for sales, but if you interested, you may contact me.

This weekend, i back to Taiping. All my housemate went back to their own hometown too, so i dont want to be alone in the house. This week was PC Fair, but i not interested with those PC Fair sales anymore, the sales they mean cheap is isn't that cheap for me.

Two days at home, fixing my sister desktop, changing the broken part, chit chatting with my mom, sister... most of the time is for the Communication Network assignment. I was not familiar with the software, packet tracer, a network simulation program by cisco to conduct their training. I heard about this software before, but never have chance to hand on it. Now the opportunity is come, but i was suffering because of the assignment.

Wasting my time to get familiar with the software, play with it. It's really a great simulation tools, everything simulate was too real, and it also including a lot of testing tools, and even can view the packet data with the header.

Back to assignment, finally, i done it by today, just a few hour before i get back to kampar. I almost give up to try already, all those subnetting and rerouting are so confusing. But a lucky try make me understand all the thing already. Perhaps, not everything for this software, but enough for this assignment.