AS title, when the law of attraction working, you might have to deal with some other problem occur because of your request. I finally found something i had been looking for so long, someone i been wish for some time, but at the same time, i had to deal with the exam, distance between the wish, physical and mentally.

Obstacle exist with the wish, to achieve or get what i want, i have to deal with these problems.


Demon / Angel really exist?
I not sure weather these exist in real, but what exist in the lucid dream is real? or just my creation? The dream was so real until now also i could feel it existence, still remember every details. I was wish for another thing, where i never ever wish or think in the real world.
A deal in dream work as well in the real world? Let's see then...

From the wikipedia , Channeling is process of receiving messages or inspiration from invisible beings or spirits.First time experience with this kind of thing. It was something so attractive but fears as well.

Having so many question, unclear choice and path, i have no direction where to get the answer, and it was come to me. Wondering how and why, all these come to me.

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Today, i wake up quite early in the morning, it was 8am in the morning, without any alarm. I sleep quite late yesterday night, about 1 something am, but yet i still can wake up so early in the morning.

I did a little practice of OBE just now, about 10am, i feel a little bit tired, so i try to take a nap. I cover my eye by my pillow, to prevent the light around to make me awake. I am slowly get into dream, then, i realize that i am making dream, so i out of the dream, but not awaking my physical body, i think this is the second time i able to do like this. But it not last long. I try to get back to the state again, and luckily i manage to get back to the state.

Suddenly i can feel like i am surrounded by something like 3D sound wave, whole my body can feel the wave, maybe this is the vibrating they mention in those OBE expertise. I feel very exited, and suddenly i can feel my body...... seem like i am awake...again....

The feeling was strange, and i never had this kind of feeling before(maybe).

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I just finish the second book of Ami this morning, the second book get more deeper in those universe law of love. Maybe this just a story, but i think this is a story that will affect my life, or everyone else who read it. Maybe you won't believe in those alien, so do i, dont believe those that much, but in some point, i did believe that this world will only be good for every single life is the believe of Love~

I just finish one documentary about the Law of Attraction. It's a law of universe, law which make everything happen. I had really attracted by the law.

Whole the video, keep on repeating "Your wish is my command". I can see lots of method of success and way to success using this law on your life, but i didn't see any scientific explanation for the law. From what i used to know from some of the source from the internet, Law of Attraction actually is a law of a science study field called, quantum mechanism. The quantum mechanism declare that everything around us are just an energy. We, a human actually also is a kind of energy, our creation, such as desk, laptop, cloths,everything, nature creation, trees, plants, all are energy. Because everything is form by molecule which tightly connected with each others and these molecule consist of the atoms which is connected. All these actually is a kind of energy in quantum physic theory. We cannot see them in energy form because our brain has already process these image to a form where we can easily accept or work with it.

So, what is the relationship between these energy and the law of attraction?

Actually what we think in our mind, what we imagine in our mind, all are the energy created, and it did exist in some way. Why?

The movie you watch, is it exist? i didn't mean the content of the movie exist in this real world or not, but the movie you watch may in some form of computer file, where you can copy it from your friends and watch it at your own pc, or maybe in some removable disc format, where you can buy and watch in your dvd player or else. So... does it exist?

If talk about digital format of the movie, i mean computer files, it actually just a bunch of computer data which contain only combination of 1 and 0, it's a kind of electrical signal. If these exist, then why dont your imagination, your thought exist in some certain way of format, where it can process by own brain, and can play it when ever you want, but sometimes, you may forgot, or we talk in a computer way, you don't know where you store the file, so you can't playback the memory.

Now, you did believe that your imagination did exist in some way, so... again, what it do with the law?

So, again, in quantum mechanic field, everything is just an energy in our universe, and actually these energy have some kind of wireless connection with each other, where the energy is gather together with their same kind. For example, when you think that, "oh...today, black friday." so, that day, the following thing that come to you will be those we called is as negative thing, or bad thing. When you think of negative thing, your mind will create these image, these signal, these energy, and these energy attract others of it same kind to you. Your energy will affected by these negative thing whole the day, and you will really gonna have a bad luck. In another way round, if you think that, "Wow, lucky day~" you will gather those positive energy and you will really gonna have a good day, maybe not super good, but at least it's good~

then... why sometimes you think of dont want to fail my exam, but in the end you fail?

In this law, the universe, or the energy just will attract their same kind, but they dont understand wont or dont, because in your imagination, it exist in a bad way, and the energy could know you actually resist it. This is what they called it as "What you resist is what you persist". Every "NO" or "DONT" could understand by the energy. For example, when you say, no war, your mind will for sure pop up those image of the war is happen, so when you think of it, it form the energy. So, next time, when you try to resist of something, think in a positive way, "no war", you can think in "I love Peace" , so in your mind, only those peaceful image will exist, and it will attract same kind of it, so your wish will be granted~

There is still a lot to share about this law, but next time lar...hehe

Since that day, i was switched to the deadly silence mode.
The conversation between my higher self and my conscious mind become more clearer then before. All the way i go through from the silent me(few year back), to the confident me, lost , relationship, again crush with another relationship, and now, back to the original position.
Lots of thing i did learn, i know about desire, i learn about fate, i learn to be ego, and i learn to be un-ego , i learn about religion, i learn about philosophy, and new age.

And if our world is consist of a lots of linear time line, then how would i become in another time line? Is this all i choose to be in this time line? As a geek. Or it's a fate that i already program to run all this command that had already code by THE PROGRAMMER.

If this is the only time line, is there any possible for me to know my future in advance, any worm holes there for me to jump back to my previous time, to prepare my self for all these.

Buddha said that if we can let go of our desire, we can be away from pain, but how to do it?

No pain no gain, but where is my gain?

I meditate all the time, but i never reach the silent in my heart even i already become so silent from outside.

I try to capture my memory from different angle, but none of these angle that make me look better.(Photography)

Law of attraction, base on my current situation, non positive, non negative, non neutral, what will i possibly to attract? Is it i will attract lots of question...?

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I have so many question about my life, about myself....Anything, tomorrow will be another day,hopefully tonight i may get some answer from my subconscious from my dream....
Hope this will be my turning point but not the dead end.

Base on Law Of Attraction, when you want for something so much, or you think it so much, you might able to get it.(Just my weak english explanation, if you really want to know deeper about it, so and google it, for sure you will get more)

So, for example, you have a very positive thought about your self, you always think of being love, have someone who admire you, then for sure you will have someone who will admire you, when you targeting on the same target, and you keep on think of her and on the same time, so, you will have the possible to get her, but at the same time, there is another guy who also think of her, you might have to compete with this guy for her, maybe face to face where you realize, or maybe in a way where you dont know about his existence, and he also dont know about your existence, so if your positive thought is more stronger then him, and she just at the neutral position where she have not think of anyone of you, then you will be the winner then.

But if you never thought of it, you will never have any chance with her. By the Law of Attraction, everything have it own power of attraction, but it only apply for positive thought. For example, when you thought of something like, i dont want to fail, this is a kind of negative thought actually, cause "DONT" "FAIL" is a term of negative, but when you think, I will success, then you will success by the law of attraction.

Flash back to all the thing i had go through lately, maybe this is all because of my negative thought, i should learn to think positively. Learn to be positive.

Law of Attraction rules:
1. Know exactly what you want.
2. Ask the universe for it.
3. Feel, behave and know as if the object of your desire is already yours (visualize).
4. Be open to receive it and let go of (the attachment to) the outcome.

funny obe video

I am doing some script testing by spamming on my on test page, but know what i get ?
The host block my site said i'm installing warez ... oh my god...
then they directly block my site, all my visitor counter and the chatting box all are not functioning now.
haiz...
busy search for another free host, no photo for today, anyone of you have any free php host with mysql provided with a large bandwidth, intro to me pls...
very suffer of this, wish to start my own server, but all $$ matter~
Dream Clue today:Weather control, chi-chi(dragon ball evolution)

Whole the day i feel no mood for anything, revision, online or what, nothing can attract me or can force me to do it...
something that i want to try or do for a very long time, but most of the time i giving my self an excuse not to do it.

Meditation

i think my mood today is very suitable for meditation

whole the process going quite well, i start to meditate by 5 something till 6.
i think i wake up...haha... i accidentally fall as sleep.
at first, it's was quite difficult, keep on changing pose, then feel very hot, because of the weather, plus the noisy fan... very annoying.
but very soon, i started to calm down, stop the dialogue between my heart.
i can feel the emptiness , peace ....but yet i am conscious

i not quite sure how long am i stay on this condition, but after that i think i fall as sleep...haha
it's totally a different kind of experience.
very great.

about the dinner... .. . memang tidak boleh tahan... they restaurant take me 1 hour for a simple dish because of their mistake. No sorry, no discount, no action taken... ish...
dont want to talk so much about this, since the restaurant also not what high class restaurant, dont bother la.
Today clue : serious? polizik ? 人一世，物一世，么野都要试下？pro ? (pink cute lady)-this 1 i really wanted to know what is this.

get bored with all those math formula already...
few days keep on reading the same thing but have no idea what is all these formula for.
it's either those mathematician is too free or too bored, then create all these stupid formula to fool me or i am too stupid to understand all these formula.
Can someone really sure about these formula is confirm true ?
from what i think is, there may not a confirm true formula, cause till now, there is a lots of those formula or fact that people think is true before, now is just another wrong formula or false statement.
still remember the science subject in form 3. Sun is surrounded by 9 planet... haha
all these are proved to be a false statement, but by that time if someone answering another answer, all will consider false, and no mark will be given.
Same for today, what i studying or learning in university now, may some day prove to be a wrong thing...
so...study for what? for the qualification cert lor....

My sister was sick d, my mom told me it's been few day already, yesterday only she agree to get the treatment from doctor and eat those medicine. all is the weather false fault... so damb damn hot... must drink a lots of H2o... haha, it's H2O not others drink o...

know what they ki siao tonight? they suggested every saturday as english day. Can only communicate in english, no matter write or talk...who against the rules, each word charge 50 cents. alamak... all doing revision until siao d...

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something funny happen when we having our dinner at mamak
KL favorite indian sentence "ei la ge , la lam bei, a lan gei"
did u know what is this mean?
in KL Indian dictionary : I am handsome~
but in the public indian dictionary : I am gila!!! (i am insane)
KL most of the time repeating this sentence to show off ...
when knowing about the true meaning for this sentence, he very very surprise and stunt immediately
haha... RUPANYA all the time he telling others that he is insane..
Dreams thing here : clue for today is doctor (bingo), water(bingo)

Wake up early again today to clean my room...
i wanted to clean it so many days already, till today, really cannot tahan those hair flying around. Kampar here really is a dusty place, just a week only, i can see the dust "kao kao" on top of my edifier speaker... i just mop it last week, i think not more then a week.

suddenly my hand feel itchy ... want to shoot something..hehe

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my today early shoot... really have to start my revision very soon... else will be too late.

so...how about my dreams? keywords today are : Guessing game, Doctor, name, me
hopefully i can solve this puzzle lar...

Pieces from yesterday. See what i have wrote down .. .. ..
3.5 , culty/calty , war , democracy
what am i writing?

3.5 - what is this number stand for?
culty/calty? - doesn't have such word in english, isn't it?
war - war will happen? what kind of war? mouth war?
democracy - what is about democracy?

what is all these mean? what will happen then?
during my lunch time, i think i had solved two of these pieces.
i wondering why this is so damb accurate, i also dont have the explanation for these

war - solved
democracy - solved
3.5? what is this could be, am i missing something ? Math? Exam?
culty? calty? what could be mean by this two word? or it not a word, it's a symbol? name?

Our brain pulses and vibrates like everything in this Universe. The brain pulse is measured like sound in cycles per second or Hertz. The machine used to make the measure is called an ElectroEncephaloGraph (EEG). While this machine has its limitation, we can still use it to categorize brain activity with more or less accuracy. In the future, scientist will certainly come up with a more precise technology.

Brainwaves are categorized in 4 categories : Beta, Alpha, Theta and Delta.

Beta (13- 40 cycles per second)
Beta is associated with our waking activity. During a day we experience all the brainwave patterns with a predominance of Beta.

Alpha (8-13 cycles per second)
The first pattern discovered in 1908 by an Austrian Psychiatrist named Hans Berger. Alpha pattern appears when in wakefulness where there is a relaxed and effortless alertness. Light meditation and day dreaming. It is recommend to practice your creative visualization and auto-suggestion technique in alpha state.

Theta (4-7 cycles per second)
Associated with creativity, dreams and Extra-sensory perception for the student the theta state is something to learn to go at will. They are countless ways to reach theta , so I will not talk about that. Theta is simply the state where your ESP can operates , if you do the proper work you can learn to enter theta at will and perform most of the psychic activities. Now, we use the EEG to measure the thing. The EEG has limitation specially I can tell you for example to go in theta to perform consciousness travel in the past centuries to meet with the consciousness of a Leonardo DaVinci. The EEG cannot measure this and this feat occur certainly somewhere beyond Delta.

Delta (1/2 - 4 cycles per second)

Delta is associated with deep sleep, this pattern is very slow, however, this brain waves pattern is important for the explorer of consciousness , the EEG is no help to grade, when occur X or Y in the delta range. If you work to merge with the mass consciousness of our planet you need to work in delta, the first step will be to learn to be conscious in your dreams, you can do that, you can go further in the exploration. Astral projection or Out of Body experience occurs in Delta. The EEG will not be able to really measure in what state you are in, because, it is not a sophisticated machine.

LINK FROM Brainwaves and state of consciousness

Another movie about the end of the day!~
No doubt, another must watch movie for me.
Plan to watch this after my exam, or maybe before the discrete math test.
Below is the plot of the movie i taken from wikipedia.

In 1959, at William Dawes Elementary School in Lexington, Massachusetts, a time capsule containing the students' drawings of their ideas of the future is buried and set to be ceremoniously opened 50 years later. A girl named Lucinda Embry contributes a page full of seemingly random digits. That night, Lucinda is found in a school closet, where her fingers are bloodied and she complains about hearing voices. In 2009, the time capsule is opened and the drawings are given to the current students. A boy named Caleb receives Lucinda's envelope. His father John Koestler, a widower and professor of astrophysics at MIT takes notice in the paper, and he soon realizes that part of these digits form dates and death tolls of every major disaster over the past fifty years, and suggests three disasters yet to come. Meanwhile, Caleb begins receiving visits from mysterious figures in overcoats (listed in the credits as "The Strangers"), and during his encounters he hears their overlapping telepathic whispers. John witnesses a commercial plane crash on the date the paper next predicted a disaster would occur, and he discovers that the unexplained digits on the paper are in fact the geographic coordinates of the events. Speaking with Lucinda's former teacher, John learns of Lucinda's closet episode, and also that she had since died after an overdose. He then meets Lucinda's daughter, Diana Wayland, but is rebuffed once he mentions Lucinda's paper. However, after John uses the numbers to correctly predict another disaster—a Manhattan subway train derailment which John tries and fails to prevent—Diana seeks out John, and together they go to investigate Lucinda's old remote mobile home. Having noticed that the last date on the paper is not accompanied by coordiantes, further clues in Lucinda's home lead John and Diana to realize that the '33' listed as the death toll for the final disaster is actually 'EE' reversed, which Lucinda meant to represent 'Everyone Else'. In the woods outside the home, John confronts one of The Strangers, who disappears in a flash of light. It is revealed that Diana's daughter Abby can hear The Strangers' eerie whispers as well. John and a fellow professor forecast that a massive solar flare will soon reach Earth, and the final disaster on Lucinda's paper will indeed be global in scale. John then examines the door of the closet in which Lucinda was found, and discovers it is where she had scratched another set of coordinates. They represent the location of Lucinda's old mobile home, and John figures that it is somehow a refuge from the impending disaster. Diana insists they seek shelter in underground caves instead, and she takes Abby and Caleb, without John's knowledge, to go there. As panic erupts after news of the flare is made public, The Strangers drive off in Diana's car with Caleb and Abby still inside. Diana gives chase in another vehicle, and is killed when she is broadsided by a truck. At Lucinda's mobile home, John finds the children with the four Strangers as a glowing vessel descends from the sky. The Strangers dispossess themselves of their human appearance, revealing themselves to be glowing, translucent figures surrounded by wisps of light. The Strangers invite only those who can hear their whispers to leave Earth with them. John convinces an initially reluctant Caleb to go with The Strangers, and the vessel departs with the two children. From the vantage point of space, other ships are seen taking off from all around Earth. John travels to Boston to be with his sister and parents. While he had distanced himself from religion following his wife's death, John reconciles with his previously estranged father, a Christian minister. John and his family embrace as the solar flare strikes Earth and incinerates all life on the planet. Elsewhere, Caleb and Abby are dropped off in an otherworldly field, as other ships are visible along the horizon, dropping off others. The film ends as the two make their way towards a prominent solitary tree in the distance.

This is a new movie from Sony Entertainment.
Very glad that it will release soon on this november.
Seem like sony also help to create an awareness to our society about 2012~ Let more people concern about our future and our earth. No matter what will or will not going to happen in 2012, we also must prepare for it.

By referring to Maya Calender where till this day, 21 December 2012, after that, the calender won't able to count or continue already.

on this day, our galaxy and the solar system will arrange into a line, where this only happen each 26000years.
There is some scientific theory said that this phenomena will cause the magnetic field of the earth will change dramatically. where there might happen a lots nature disaster that may cause the end of the days.

There is some theory or belief said that this day is the end of the world, there is some of the belief said that this day is the change of our world where all of us might have a dramatically change where our spiritual power become more stronger, and the realistic world seem to be combine with our spiritual world.

From the some source of bible, 144000 people will be safe or survive at the end of the day, because it said that only 144000 people allow to go to new heaven.
if this day, 21 December 2012 is the end of the day, did it mean just 144000 will just survive?

There is also some of them doesn't believe on these thing, but there is something we need to worried. That is our fuel. Where from the research of some scientist about our main source of energy, petroleum might collapse in a near future, there is some statistic said that this might not more then 2020. so what is the replacement for petroleum? so far, we still dont have any replacement, if till that time also have no solution for this,how we gonna survive?

It's a end of the world? Or a good change to our world?
All these is goes either positive or negative.