Lots of thing happen. I also don't know what can i do... Just now chat with my mom, i can feel her disappointment and her sadness. I can't do anything beside listen to her madness.
What happen to her, and what happen to my dad, everything because of their childish thinking. Every minor thing, small small details in life, can be their reason to argue because all these things. When i look back to my self, i doing the same things they do before. I should awake from all these things.

When you think that you are awake, maybe you still dreaming;
When you think that you might be dreaming, maybe you are awake.

sometimes things doesn't happen as you wish, as you plan. Everyone has their own destiny, their fate, their way to go on on their life. I should always remind my self to be open, open my mind, open my heart, forgiveness can cure.

By referring to Maya Calender where till this day, 21 December 2012, after that, the calender won't able to count or continue already.

on this day, our galaxy and the solar system will arrange into a line, where this only happen each 26000years.
There is some scientific theory said that this phenomena will cause the magnetic field of the earth will change dramatically. where there might happen a lots nature disaster that may cause the end of the days.

There is some theory or belief said that this day is the end of the world, there is some of the belief said that this day is the change of our world where all of us might have a dramatically change where our spiritual power become more stronger, and the realistic world seem to be combine with our spiritual world.

From the some source of bible, 144000 people will be safe or survive at the end of the day, because it said that only 144000 people allow to go to new heaven.
if this day, 21 December 2012 is the end of the day, did it mean just 144000 will just survive?

There is also some of them doesn't believe on these thing, but there is something we need to worried. That is our fuel. Where from the research of some scientist about our main source of energy, petroleum might collapse in a near future, there is some statistic said that this might not more then 2020. so what is the replacement for petroleum? so far, we still dont have any replacement, if till that time also have no solution for this,how we gonna survive?

It's a end of the world? Or a good change to our world?
All these is goes either positive or negative.

Seem like i can't sleep already.
share about what happen yesterday. We, me, aya, pp and DJ went to ipoh for movie. FIrst time / second time driving kl's car. cause my car aircond spoil d, so have to drive his car...(this week go back must be very suffer d...no aircond)
We went to TGV at Jusco Ipoh to watch Fast And Furious 4.
Having our lunch there, at MCD,since three of them dream for it ....haha
the trailer give me a kind of interest on these car, haha... at least these are not expensive car, but just a good car.
the stunt and action in the movie was soo freaky real. I can't see any mistake or any cg trace on it. the audio....er....not so good, maybe because of the lousy theater, because the HD trailer sound better with my edifier speaker.hehe
i like the girls in the movie, so sexy, so hot~ wowo~ wild also~

After the movie, we went to the "Yim Kok Kai" near the tauge chicken there to da bao the special "yim kok kai". Smell good~ we went back and da bao rice from the University Restaurant. But DJ suggest to add on something, so we go tesco "zham liu".

that night dinner we have the "Ipoh Yim Kok Kai" and "PP Chao Chai" haha~
taste good~

(PSSss ... forget to mention, i get a copy of Digital Camera Magazine April.Addicted to this magazine d)

Very exited~ This is the first time i having this kind of experience. Really!!!!!
i wake up about 4.50am, then i actually plan to start reading something or doing something light... but because of the laziness, i just go to toilet, then back to my bed and keep on thinking of obe.

just now, 6.xxAM almost seven, i know i wake up for a few second, i looked at the windows, the sky is a bit bright, but i know it's still early for me to wake up. But before this i have a series of wonderful dream. these i confirm as a dream cause everything just like a movie, i can't control anything, i just observe what happen in there.

so i try to sleep, not obe. Then suddenly a picture, or i should said something like an article in a magazine suddenly cross over my mind and i did see something.
The article title was "xx What God Album xx give your heart", then i seem to be know what is the main contain of the article, i heard some conversation in cantonese, "ngo feel dou hou qi sei jor, dan hai goh gam gok hou kei miu".

then something make just like "ting" *the mentol light up*,
give my heart, let go.
then i go into the situation very fast. this is the first time i have this kind of experience, something people called as "Push By The Ghost" haha... sound funny.
but i can feel like i suddenly can't hear my noisy fan sound, can't feel any light that at my power supply cord there, the light from the window, light entering into a dark world, i feel i seem to be awake and i try to wake up, but i can't.
aT this moment, i know i was in the situation, i very clear know that i was in situation.
i try to sit up (feel scare and exited as well) it's really hard to do lar, now i know how is those feel to being "push by the ghost".

suddenly i just sit up...but i have every sense back to me, my noisy fan sound can be listen again, like i just tune back to channel. mean i fail to obe....

i can't explain what is happening and why this is happening. when i want it to happen, i didn't. but when i didn't prepare for it. it come to me.

the picture cross over my mind, what is it? why is it happen? i never see this kind of article before... is it really exist?

so exited, but yet feel scare and a bit unbelievable.
after a few night, this is what i get. hopefully i get the continue article next.

How to out of body?
This i also don't know did it work or not, did it really exist such things or not, but from a lots of those who success before, they all admit it, and most of them are doing almost the same thing to out of body. They did mention that you can fly, can travel to some where in a second by just thinking of a place or someone when you are out of body. But most of the time, your out of body experience will end in 15 minute or less.

Step 1 : At night, sleep on the usual time you sleep, but prepare you alarm clock ring after four hour you sleep, maybe five or maybe three, depend on each individual.Because not all of us sleep exactly 8 hours a day, some of those may just need 6 hours of sleep, some 7 some 9... so just divide by half. Mean you sleep till half way, then wake up.
Usually this done by night where your usual sleeping time, but there is some of them may work at night, sleep by day, so this might be different for them.

Step 2 : When you wake up by your alarm, please keep calm, don't over active. You can doing something not really active, such as reading books, magazine, doing your paper work or so on, but not to do those require a lots of calculation or thinking. For student, i suggest you to read your text books, this will be more effective from what i listen. (!!!!Don't ever try to watch movie!!!Some of them claim this will cause you fail)

Step 3 : When you feel tired, then just go and have your sleep. PS: Keep your mind clear. Watch your self to fall as sleep. Till you know that you are really fall as sleep, i mean your body, not your mind to fall as sleep, then try to sit up very slowly, don't move your finger eye or anything else, just sit up slowly.

Final Step : Try to open your eye, turn back and watch your bed, if you can see your self, then you are success. PS : Don't too scare, you not yet die my friend, you still alive, but just your spirit is now awake, but not your body. If you feel too scare, you may back to body immediately. You will wake your body up like what happen when you having a scary or horror dream.

If you success, you can try to walk around your house, test and see weather you can pick up anything...haha...from what i know from those source, you wont able to touch anything in reality, but if u can, then that mean you are either dreaming or awaken.

if you fail, try again lor...Nothing lose.

FAQ.
1.How to know that i am success to out of body or it just a dream?
If it was a dream, you may not able to control anything include your self, if it was out of body, you may do anything you want.

2.If i success to go out, how i able to go back? will i never ever go back?
To go back, you can just move your finger or try to flip your eye, then you will able to back in no time.When some one calling you in reality, they may call you back immediately when your ear sense the sound. No way that you never come back, else you die already but not just out of body.

Any other question, you may ask me or try google. There is lots information about this.
If you success, pls must tell me what did you experience. So as i, i will share my experience here~ hehe ~ if i success~

PS: There is another way to to, POST next time. To me i think this is the easier one.

An out-of-body experience (OBE or sometimes OOBE), is an experience that typically involves a sensation of floating outside of one's body and, in some cases, perceiving one's physical body from a place outside one's body (autoscopy). (FROM Wiki)

lately i seem to be stick again to this thing again. I know this last few year ago before i went to college, but after that i think i already forget about it. I tried few times to do OBE these few day, but every time i try to be in the situation, i will just directly fall in sleep. Maybe there is some where i doing wrong or i miss ...

anyone there interesting with this kind of things?

and one more strange thing happen to me lately, haven't you all can feel the electric shock from the USB slot? everytime i plug in or plug off my usb i will kena shock... but actually not only the USB slot, even the electric water boiler, standing fan....am i too sensitive?

Lately addicted with this online radio station program, call Spooky Or 山城搜奇
A lots of strange thing, ufo, ghost, free energy, obe, alien and lots more thing that attract me. As most of you know that i very curious on this kind of thing, i like to see this kind of program and info. From these, i learn a lots that i could learn in any class i attend in the formal school. And very hard to learn from all my dear normal friends.
I admit i'm not as normal as them, i am a geek...
Someone who is very memboringkan. That is me.
Maybe in this time line i destiny to be a geek like this? who knows?
Maybe in another time line i was a fun guy? No one ever know...
this two sentences already enough to prove that i am a geek. haha
not much people can understand.

O... something about my friends online radio,MyNet FM, do more this kind of program,not necessary to talk these alien ufo thing, but any topic will fine, invite some people to give talk for the related topic, this will make your station more interesting, only information research is not enough.