My Mushroom dear dear~
she sms me yesterday, since last time , i think about 5 month ago, we din really sms or calling each other but just some forward message.
i think she might get angry of me or what, i not sure. cause woman heart are always that mysteriously and horrible, plus i directly told her about the impossibility between us, i think that was really hurt... but i have to do so, i don't want to give her false information about the relationship between me and her.

ok, back to the sms. she sms me and tell her she is nervous, something happen to her father. i think, as a friend or anything else as a human being, i should call her and help her out. I won't able help her in physical, but at least i can give her some support. so i just call.

her did sound really really not doing well at first. and i didn't know what to do at that moment, but just asking about her situation. I start to redirect every topic then to something that may make her relax, as usual i do...talk nonsense ~ talk about something impossible or not even exist~ make her not able to focus too much on her thing... at least for a short moment...our conversation take about 30minute till she have something to follow up for her father case.

i don't know what i can do for her.. but what i can do now is, wish her everything could going well soon~ take care...