i think panda girl heat might over already...
i still will miss her...
but i think i manage to control over my self again...
maybe there is a chance for us to be possible, but i'm sure not now~

these few day, Ah Ying keep on calling me in the middle of the night...
already few day, even today she still sms me, ask if i able to chat with her...
i don't know is she still 'hunting' me or what... but she is a nice girl.
just i not suitable for her.

sometimes feel like we are just a character in a story which plan by SOMEONE ~
everything was a destiny, already fix...
everything will going as it should be
but i will not follow the storyline easily. i will create my story
i want to be the author of my life, even thought i know it might not easy for me to jump out of the frame, but at least i can manage to get to the center of the frame, make my self more visible~