someone tell me she did feel like i hate her so much but she don't know why...
aYa... i really didn't hate you. really.... i don't know when, and how did i make you feel like that.
Lately, her attitude is a bit strange, not same as usual... not only lately, i think this start since we came kampar.
That time when we go eat tauge chicken, i feel like she was sad and thinking of something...is it something happen to her? I try to ask, but i don't think she did answer me...or maybe i think too much...then Chinese New Year that time, i not sure what i did, make her like not syok with me, then didn't chat with me online, even when i back kampar, she also didn't talk much...so..so...
these few day, i think because of the ptptn loan, she keep on mumbling about it... no loan, want go back, don't want study... i really cannot tahan with this ....
she did become "negative". Everything in her mind in her thought become so dark...
The previous her, is so happy, so positive ... everything she do did make me feel like she is a happy girl... but now, everything change...
feel like i facing someone i think i know her very well, but suddenly become someone i didn't even know her at all....
but what i seriously want her to know, i didn't hate her or what, no matter how she is change, or how she be.... she is always the friend i care....
so... my friend, take care of your self, ok? promise me...