Base on Law Of Attraction, when you want for something so much, or you think it so much, you might able to get it.(Just my weak english explanation, if you really want to know deeper about it, so and google it, for sure you will get more)

So, for example, you have a very positive thought about your self, you always think of being love, have someone who admire you, then for sure you will have someone who will admire you, when you targeting on the same target, and you keep on think of her and on the same time, so, you will have the possible to get her, but at the same time, there is another guy who also think of her, you might have to compete with this guy for her, maybe face to face where you realize, or maybe in a way where you dont know about his existence, and he also dont know about your existence, so if your positive thought is more stronger then him, and she just at the neutral position where she have not think of anyone of you, then you will be the winner then.

But if you never thought of it, you will never have any chance with her. By the Law of Attraction, everything have it own power of attraction, but it only apply for positive thought. For example, when you thought of something like, i dont want to fail, this is a kind of negative thought actually, cause "DONT" "FAIL" is a term of negative, but when you think, I will success, then you will success by the law of attraction.

Flash back to all the thing i had go through lately, maybe this is all because of my negative thought, i should learn to think positively. Learn to be positive.

Law of Attraction rules:
1. Know exactly what you want.
2. Ask the universe for it.
3. Feel, behave and know as if the object of your desire is already yours (visualize).
4. Be open to receive it and let go of (the attachment to) the outcome.

So... from my final piece, i think everyone should know what is the answer i get from her.
At first i think i am the only one who serious about this relationship, but thanks to you again proved to me that you did care, maybe the timing problem, maybe i not the right guy, but anyways, thanks to you~ Love Care You Always~
THE END ...

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Feel like everything was just like another dream, i suppose to know that long distance relationship not working for us, but i still go for it.... Dig my own grave...

Actually i try to be normal, to be as usual... but i fail to do so...
Start from someone i do care much, ahYa... I think i over react at that morning class...
I may do something that make you feel uncomfortable, i'm sorry for that if i did, but there is something i really disappointed about u, when i try to discuss with you about the assignment, you keep on answering me like...Ask teacher la... Ask teacher la... Ok ... Fine. I will ask teacher, in this case, this is an assignment between me and the teacher, not you..ok ...
To the others... i think i did make you all feel "Dono what to react about my reaction", so sorry... Give me some time ...

Wish me good luck for my next try...

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Almost left out someone, Mei Mei, very happy to see you here at Kampar, i wondering when you interested with business , and taking this course(business entrepreneur) i think it's at least three year plus since out last meet... miss those time we hang out together last time, for the club,for anything else. Good Luck to you~ Keep in touch~

Feel like mixture feeling post again...but this time totally lose to the negative feeling...

View full post for photo~

er...no Photo to leak...because someone dont want it...So...delete Jor...

Taking portrait photo is a money earning tools for most of the photographer, but for a newbie like me, just taking portrait for learning purpose, no charge and doing for free... I had giving out the best i have, if the result was excellent, people will said, "Wow, thanks o~", but if the result not as aspect, "why take my photo until like this...bla bla bla"

The different between these two sentences is, the first one will be just something that i am the only one who listen to that sentences, but the second one, anyone who ever know that person in the portrait will know ... i am a cheap photographer who doing free lousy photograph for people.

And there is some cases where i taking photo for free, and i need to implore the person to be my model, and then in the end, the photo was great, but the person want me to delete all of my copy ... Is this what should i get?

So... no more portrait for this kind of people... i only will shoot on demand from those who is really want to be shoot, those unnecessary shoot i will just avoid from it...

PS...anyone, please do read the line carefully

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Draw of today~
Because of her i will keep on shooting, keep on drawing ~ miss u ~

All of us had dream before, but did anyone realize that they are dreaming when they doing it?
When we are in dream, usually we have no logical thinking, anything will be just normal, and you will never judge what you see or doing. For example, you dream of a dinosaur, but you will never ask why there is a dinosaur there, but you will just follow the storyline, and do what necessary.

I have a strange dream today evening, but i can't flash back what am i dreaming already, i just know i had dream of something special. (Something here, but due to the sensitivity, i delete already.)

What i could remember about the dream is, in that dream,i know i am dreaming, and i am thinking of try to do some OBE test by that moment... but because of the interruption, i am wake up... It's the second time i had this kind of experience, last time was in my home, where i also dream about something, and suddenly i know that i am dreaming, but that time i don't know what to do, i just stand there and do nothing, then the next second i wake up already. Hope to have this kind of dream again, very special~

Picture for today~(Not my dream, just another piece of draw)

Don't ask me what and why i draw this, i just draw...

Still waiting for her answer...