Today wake up, as what i was resist of, sick .
I have flu... My nose was now red in color... Arggh....
Miss my mom very much, but i dont want go back with these painful face of me make her worried about me. Those time before, when i was sick, she always will be the first who notice it, even before i know myself was sick. She will go any where for help, to make me recover asap, from those "GOD" she believe, from doctor, from auntie-auntie ... I used to scold her everytimes when she went to those temple to get me those "medicine", but deeper in my heart, i can feel her love. Miss you...

Law of Attraction, easy to say, hard to apply. I try not to think that i'm sick. But i just couldn't stop thinking of it. I keep on thinking i want study for my test later after my dinner, but till now i still haven't start any of it.

Yesterday and today, having an assignment discussion with those in the same group with me, they just sit there, dont know what to discuss, or wait someone to talk or giving command. I already tell my self, i dont want to lead already for assignment or else. But in situation like this, i have to lead. I believe they have their own thought and idea about the assignment, but just dont know how to present it, or maybe too shy to say it out. When i try to lead them, i have a kind of strange feeling, not as same as before when i was in TARC or in IOSS, i feel very normal and comfortable to lead or giving command, but here.... dont know...

Jason already confirm with me, that he will open another new branch at kampar, i also already agree to work for him, but he want to to find few more crew of mine to work with him. But currently, those which already contact with me also dont have time for part time jobs like this, they like freedom, they want to work on their own. I also dont know where can i find those people for him right now...

Just now, when i went for dinner at new town, i stuck in a traffic jam on the road from kampar perdana to newtown, Jam from the traffic light at the entrance to the new town, beside the chinese grave there, to the bridge near the malay primary school there... This is the first time i having a traffic jam at kampar. Still not sure what is happening in front there, ahYa said it was an accident, she ride her motorbike for dinner. The actual situation, have to refer to the news already.

I should start my revision for monday test tonight, i shall recover in no time~